Hi! I’m back after a long time feeling stressed out and uncomfortable. Sometimes it’s all getting too much but thanks to my wonderful friends and family it gets all better. How are you doing? I hope everything’s going how it should.
Lately I’ve been thinking about taking things too serious. Sommetimes I think things that don’t even mean something mean something and that things that aren’t meant to be rude or anything piss me off. Why? Why do I always take things too serious and think of them in a bad way even if there’s no reason?
If it is a comment I consider as rude or a nice gesture and I expect it to be more than it actually is.
And how do I feel then? Disappointed. I guess my life consists of being disappointed. When I’m expecting a good mark and it is actually bad, when I’m expecting someone liking me and he actually doesn’t the way I thought he would, when I expect something being great and it isn’t.
I guess sometimes I’m just expecting and hoping and imagining too much that it can’t be as good as I wished. But how can I stop myself from having wishes and imaginations that not everything is being ruined by reality? I don’t know. Reality is shitty and hurts
But still have a wonderful day! Love you